Brave.

very sad.

the boyfriend just called to say he's sailing the whole of next week.

which translates to me only getting to see him next saturday.

i'm meant to be supportive. i mean, its not his fault that he needs to sail so much, and its not like he wants/likes it. having to sail so many consecutive days is already tiring enough for him, and the least his nice gf could do was to show some sort of support.

what can i say...? "Jiayou laoye! i'll be here whenever u're back!" or... "ok! when u're back we go play mahjong and eat fish & chips at greenwood. my treat!"

but i'm tired from packing my room and listening to my lecturer talk for more than 3 hours. and i'm sian from having to find replacements for work just so i can grab whatever time i have while he's on shore. i gave my supervisor that timeslot and ended up asking others to work on their off days. :(

and worst of all, i'm lovesick.

so. much as i do understand his job demands (he's warned me before we got together), and supportive of his efforts to excel in his job performance, i cant hide my disappointment. like what jingyi said, we're like fighting with his job for his time.

friends always say i heavy colour light oil ("zhong se qing you"), cos i always ask them out when the bf is sailing. but in a way i cant really help it cos i gotta maximise time with the laoye. please dont blame me! i love all my friends, i really do. i'm aware of my unfair treatment towards them but still, forgive me!!!!

back to the topic. yeah. i'm quite upset over this high sailing period. hope time will fast forward to next next week and then i will lead a happier life.




but i still love my laoye ok.